There will never be words to express the loss of my friend lost memories private times secrets only he and I shared. Life is more than different, the hopes I had to be happy just knowing that if things ever went wrong I would at least have someone to talk to who understood me who would let me know the truth right or wrong are now gone. I feel alone even in my sorrow sitting with his mom brother and sister – I really miss my friend, there is nothing I wouldn’t give to have spend time with him again.

it’s still not been a year and I caught myself talking about it as if it were just a couple of weeks ago, I don’t think that will ever change – it will always be a couple of weeks days or hours since i found out that he was no longer.

I love and Miss you – RIP ML Oct 2 76 – Apr 5 10